Reflections of mind, my Way

An ode from my heart to yours

2010-05-31T02:36:00.000-07:00

Those two full lengths of white
caught my attention just right
Among your sea of black hair
the two grey ones are not fair

people say the grey on the head
reflects the wisdom,we carry ahead
I and only I know,her's is different
it isn't wisdom but distress that's present

30 years is what I consider quite young
To hope in life,she always clung
many times when things went wrong
she never waved,but has stood strong

offlate,she is shaken a little
her problems are very subtle
Iam at loss of words of comfort
also lost,whom to call for support

wave your miracle wand at her,Lord
let the pains fade and hope lead
grant her this wish and I ask nomore
give her a new role to prove you care.

You are my world

2009-10-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

Those creases under your eyes
sings praises unknown to other's eyes
the smile you carry on your face
hides struggles only few others face.

sometimes thoughts crowd your mind
thoughts which you should never mind
reasons are the need of the brain
you might find none,racking your brain.

life is unfair-tells you,your heart
unsettling, but don't take it to the heart
go ahead enjoy what is in your hands
and hope things turn better with folded hands.

I married you for what you are
not what you would become or bring
I love you for the abstract aura of excitement
you create,every which way you go and on everyone.

today Iam sorry,I could only watch
for someone above us only keeps watch
I wish for you,I could change the world
but all I can is tell you "you are my world".

No way out,just sail along

2009-10-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

incidents in life of less controllable nature
drove me to a belief ,I still nurture
that you and only you Lord orchestrate
life,its journey and how it culminates.

life is an even ground,I believed as I grew
some episodes changed belief as sanity brew
side me,even you need to be pleased
tangibles or prayers,which are you appeased.

most days there are rainbows in our life
elated we walk,contended me and my wife
sometimes a lightening strikes a blow
a blow so hard that our joy falls low.

I know we need to shrug-off
move on as life can't be called-off
never it is so easy as in an advice
never so enduring as in an experience.

I have no complaints to make to you
you sided me,though I was last to queue
frightened Iam every time I tumble
can only wish this is your final fumble.

believing,hoping we gotta play along
and we have to your tricks so far,so long
no way,no use stoping short,dancing
to all your tunes,its aloof but amusing.

An un-answered phone call

2009-09-24T14:30:00.000-07:00

The sun has arrived and so has light
you have not nor has light in my life,
The moon is gone and so has stars
My star has not yet come for the day.

Your thoughts have filled my heart,
My mind wants a verbal love,
A few sweet words will overflow,
but my fate,no one to pick the call.

Call me when your heart skips a beat,
Call me when your coffee tastes sour,
Call me when your work doesn't progress,
Call me whenever you breathe air.

Awaiting Iam with a wanting heart,
Awaiting Iam with open hands,
Awaiting Iam with searching eyes,
Awaiting for the angel of my dreams.

Come along ....

Need I say what you mean to me

2009-08-19T16:11:00.000-07:00

Am I worthy enough
For your sparkling eyes
which yearns for Love once
personifies power at hard times

Am I worthy enough
For your baby pink lips
it can shower lust in shape
and genuine anger when not in shape

Am I worthy enough
for your curly black hair
it cascades through my fingers at times
curls when decision needs determination

Am I worthy enough
for slender perfect body
just enough to push me off board
and strong to make the longest journey

but ALL I KNOW IS
My worthiness is on the rise
ever since you walked with me
when my head rests on your heart
whenever I proudly proclaim you as "MY WIFE"

This is for you, mom

2009-04-27T12:58:00.001-07:00

Her words shook me up
those are not her usual words
there was a deeper thought
in her very action and its outcome

From all I have known and seen
she never spent on luxury
never boarded a private vehicle
when sick or on a dark night

charity was within her means
every penny she gave away had value
for never a penny fell from the roof
she earned each, toiling hours

sometimes, people judged her
this was her pain, forever
she knew money and people and
what money could do to people

perpetual backpain did not deter
her will to provide us well
even when her heart pained literally
she never let go her fighting spirit

I always wondered how she and she alone
could make friends with everyone
she blended with others,had no bias
be her neighbour,if you don't believe.

my reverence for her grew when she
did a selfless act with her life saving.
I don't have words for you,I bow to you
and only wish someday,to be like you.

3 years into marriage

2008-12-15T14:39:00.000-08:00

An excitement creeps up my sleeve
I smile by myself and feel happy
My heart says "I have seen it all"
and my mind is flooded with peace.

I wonder what is the reason

Three years ago,in a crowded room
hesitant and fearful,I took a step
with a true friend by my side
we started to walk the unknown path.

Today,ask me what I have lost
my ego,my misfortune,my anger
and wonder what I have gained
The most needed "pinch of salt".

She is no angel and has no miracles
but does wonders with her smile
selfless attitude, a heart to please and pity
makes you my "most wanted woman".

My beloved wife,I want you to know
you are thw one who completes me
and if death did us apart now
Iam and was contented every moment with you.

Live life and not Dreams

2008-02-22T15:21:00.000-08:00

I sat at the station
dreaming where I would be
In this drifting world
Will I remain or fade away

No answer I have
for a million queries in heart
nor god makes miracles
for me,leaving the world behind

I knew pain counts
when failure brushes repeatedly
My heart weighs heavy
as the cherished dream fumes

evry good is god's gift
chanting these word I move on
bad stops forthcoming worse
My heart knows it all,but not my mind.

All events are part of life
Come what may,we eat,sleep and live
if not for my greed
Life is worth,living every moment.

New Year Wishes

2008-02-22T15:01:00.000-08:00

Calling I am,My friends & Comrades

Come cherish the memories of yester year,
Some gloomy faces have come our way,
some happy ones left our lives,
some sorrows of pain and hatred,
some sweetness of smiles and Love

Whatever has been the expressions,
Whomever have been the characters,
however have been the yesterdays,
whichever has been the possessions,
let Bygones be bygones.

Calling I am,My friends & Comrades

Hail the arrival of the successor of 2003
A promising year is here to stay
Blissful days are here to roll
Joy & happiness is here to shower
Hope in every heart is here to recur

Bouquet of gifted 2004 brings
fruits for every sweat soaked endeavor
Progress to all in every walk of life
Togetherness of ones kith and kin
and Imaculate smile in every weary face

Calling I am,My friends & Comrades

Remember to gift a penny to the needy
Remember to thank God for each day
Remember to share a encouraging thought
Remember to pray for every ones health
Remember to BELIEVE and STILL BELIEVE.

All the time you were near

2008-02-18T11:31:00.000-08:00

All the time you were near
I never felt the need to fear
now that you are miles away
my plan,action,life sway

what to do while at home
from room to room I roam
sitting down on the ground
white walls is all around

deep in my thoughts I renounce
the mindless actions that hurt
the harsh words I denounce,
when a caring heart,you sort.

why is that my senses never realize ,
your charm,worth and worthiness,
when the wind from your swirling skirt
cooled my body and things around.

I am a portion of what you are"most half"
unlike you,I am timid, cowed by society
Anger and noise are my weapons,
Behind them I hide my true fears.

you have a ..
Dragon heart for this world
iron heart towards your life
soft heart for poor and pity
selfless heart for ME and only me.

Accept me with my trepidations
I will grow better with you
here is a secret,I never share
"you are my food,water,breath,life"

My Head rests on

2008-02-18T11:18:00.000-08:00

Every pain in my heart will alleviate
When I rest my head on your chest
there is a rhythmic breath I can feel
Closing my eyes, I sink in its magic

Wordy wounds will be get healed
When I lay my head on your laps
Grasping around you with my hands
I cling to you unawares, like a mother.

My lows in life sometime deter me until
I rest my head on your shoulders
it supporst my head and weight inside
and I know you are my life-support.

When the water fill my eyes,I come
running to lay my head in your hands,
your thumbs clears the tears and
your tiny fingers carries my pain

When there is liveliness around
I lay my head on your curved back.
Your hands try to reach my face
able or not,sure,love is in the air.

mischiefs and mistakes make me
lay my head low near your cute face.
moving your hands along my hair
you embrace me and all I hold.

When my life is quite and clear
I lay my head on your flat tummy
moving sides to make a tickle
dreaming or more happy days with you.