You are my world

Those creases under your eyes
sings praises unknown to other's eyes
the smile you carry on your face
hides struggles only few others face.

sometimes thoughts crowd your mind
thoughts which you should never mind
reasons are the need of the brain
you might find none,racking your brain.

life is unfair-tells you,your heart
unsettling, but don't take it to the heart
go ahead enjoy what is in your hands
and hope things turn better with folded hands.

I married you for what you are
not what you would become or bring
I love you for the abstract aura of excitement
you create,every which way you go and on everyone.

today Iam sorry,I could only watch
for someone above us only keeps watch
I wish for you,I could change the world
but all I can is tell you "you are my world".

No way out,just sail along

incidents in life of less controllable nature
drove me to a belief ,I still nurture
that you and only you Lord orchestrate
life,its journey and how it culminates.

life is an even ground,I believed as I grew
some episodes changed belief as sanity brew
side me,even you need to be pleased
tangibles or prayers,which are you appeased.

most days there are rainbows in our life
elated we walk,contended me and my wife
sometimes a lightening strikes a blow
a blow so hard that our joy falls low.

I know we need to shrug-off
move on as life can't be called-off
never it is so easy as in an advice
never so enduring as in an experience.

I have no complaints to make to you
you sided me,though I was last to queue
frightened Iam every time I tumble
can only wish this is your final fumble.

believing,hoping we gotta play along
and we have to your tricks so far,so long
no way,no use stoping short,dancing
to all your tunes,its aloof but amusing.

An un-answered phone call

The sun has arrived and so has light
you have not nor has light in my life,
The moon is gone and so has stars
My star has not yet come for the day.

Your thoughts have filled my heart,
My mind wants a verbal love,
A few sweet words will overflow,
but my fate,no one to pick the call.

Call me when your heart skips a beat,
Call me when your coffee tastes sour,
Call me when your work doesn't progress,
Call me whenever you breathe air.

Awaiting Iam with a wanting heart,
Awaiting Iam with open hands,
Awaiting Iam with searching eyes,
Awaiting for the angel of my dreams.

Come along ....

Need I say what you mean to me

Am I worthy enough
For your sparkling eyes
which yearns for Love once
personifies power at hard times

Am I worthy enough
For your baby pink lips
it can shower lust in shape
and genuine anger when not in shape

Am I worthy enough
for your curly black hair
it cascades through my fingers at times
curls when decision needs determination

Am I worthy enough
for slender perfect body
just enough to push me off board
and strong to make the longest journey

but ALL I KNOW IS
My worthiness is on the rise
ever since you walked with me
when my head rests on your heart
whenever I proudly proclaim you as "MY WIFE"

This is for you, mom

Her words shook me up
those are not her usual words
there was a deeper thought
in her very action and its outcome

From all I have known and seen
she never spent on luxury
never boarded a private vehicle
when sick or on a dark night

charity was within her means
every penny she gave away had value
for never a penny fell from the roof
she earned each, toiling hours

sometimes, people judged her
this was her pain, forever
she knew money and people and
what money could do to people

perpetual backpain did not deter
her will to provide us well
even when her heart pained literally
she never let go her fighting spirit

I always wondered how she and she alone
could make friends with everyone
she blended with others,had no bias
be her neighbour,if you don't believe.

my reverence for her grew when she
did a selfless act with her life saving.
I don't have words for you,I bow to you
and only wish someday,to be like you.